You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Monday, February 26, 2007 10:25 pm
26february2007


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AS I LAY ON MY DEATH BED,
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME.
TELL ME YOU'LL NVR FORGET ABT ME.
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS.


10:02 pm
26february2007


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HELLOS :D
TOMORROW IS SWEETHEART'S BIRTHDAY!
AND I SHALL WISH HER FIRST BECAUSE I MAY NT UPDATE MY BLOG.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART! <3
16 LERHS!
YOU'RE AS OLD AS ME!
BUT I LOVE YOU JUST THE SAME! <33

HAHAS. (:
I AM SICK.
AND ITS SADDENING.
WAHAHAS!
DANG`
WHEE...
I'M BORED.
OHH,
A LEVELS RESULTS COMING OUT ON FRIDAY.
SCARY.
LALALAS!
I'M NT AT A LEVELS YET LUHS.
LOLS!
IT WULD BE SCARY COS FO THE COMPETITION.
HAHAS!

TODAY WAS A HORRIBLE DAY!
I AM SICK,
BUT I STILL WENT TO SCH.
LOLS!
I WANNA GET WELL SOON!
SERIOUSLY!
BUT TOO BAD,
IT MAH LUCK.
SWAY ARHS!
I HAD SOME CIVIL DEFENCE THINGY.
I FOUND IT CRAP,
BUT NVRMIDN LUHS..
NO LESSONS,
SO WHY NOT!
OMG!
I HAVENT FINISHED BIO!
DEAD MEAT!
MUST TAKE BIO BOOK TMR!!
JIA LAT!
STILL IN MS CHOO CLASS.
SUSPOSE TO TAKE EARLIER ON.
KEEP FORGETTNG.
SO IRRITATING!
LOLS!
I WENT HOME EARLY.
TOPPED UP CARD.
WENT TO BUY CAKE WITH XUETING.
AND THN WENT HOME LERHS!
CIEN, XUETING AND I WENT HOME EARLY.
WE DIDNT FEEL WELL.
SWAY!
LOLS!
THEN I CAME HOME,
ATE MAH LUNCH,
THN DID MAH HMWRK.
BUT I'M STUCK SUMWHR.
MUST GO AND ASK ARND TMR,
WHR I WENT WRONG..
COS I WANNA NOE.
HAHAS!
I'M CRAZY RIGHT?
SUDDENLY SO INTRESTED IN MATHS. =X
DANG`
HAHAS!
THN I PLAYED MAPLE FOR ABT 5-10 MINS.
I OFF THE COMPUTER LERHS.
COS..
THERE WAS THUNDER AND LIGHTNING.
LOLS.
SO I OFF THE COMPUTER LORHS,
INCASE ANYTHING HAPPENS.
CHOY!
TOUCH WOOD!
LOOLS! =X
THN I WENT TO SLEEP,
COS I DIDNT FEEL WELL!
LOLS!
IN THE END,
NANNY WOKE ME UP! ):
COS SHE WANTED TO EAT DINNER!
SADDENING!
I'M STILL TIRED,
AND GONNA SLEEP AFT I BLOG!
HAHAS! (:
AND YUPP,
DATS ALL BAHS.
I PLAYED MAPLE AT 8+
XUETING TRAINED ME.
THANK YOU SWEETIE! <3
LOVE YOU LOTTS! <3
CIEN DEARR ENTERTAINED ME THE WHOLE TYME AFT I WOKE UP.
HAHAS! =X
THANK YOU CIEN DEARR! <3

OMG! AND I FEEL THAT WU ZUN IS SO FREAKING HOTT!
I WANNA BE THE ACTRESS!
LOLS!
I'M KIDDING.
SERIOUSLY KIDDING!
HAHAS!
OMG!
I AM GOING CRAZY OVR HIM OKAYY!
I'VE NVR BEEN SO CRAZILY IN LOVE WITH AN ACTOR TILL THIS EXTEND BEFORE!
LOLS!
OMG LUHS!
I SIMPLY LOVE HIS LOOKS!
HE'S SUCH A SWEET PERSON! <3
I LOVE SWEET PEOPLE! <33
HAHAS!

if anyone would love me the way he loves her, i'll love you lyk crazy! touch my heart, make me feel loved, treasure me, show me that you'll nvr give up on me no matter what may happen and soon, i will be yours. say you love me lyk no others. say you'll alwaes be there for me. and as i lay in my death bed, say you'll nvr forget abt me and that you love me no matter what may be. even if i pass on, you'll be the one i know who will alwaes be there for me. i will be your guardian angel and you be my love forever. stay with me till the end of tyme. swear your love for me. the moon and the stars in the sky is hard to get, but with perseverance, i know that we can do it. i just need someone to protect me and love me no matter what happens, something no one has ever done for me.

LOVE ME.
PROTECT ME.
I'M ALL YOURS.

OKAYY LUHS,
I'M ENDING HERE.
I'VE DONE BLOGGING.
AND I'M EXTREMELY TIRED.
HAHAS!
GOODNIGHT! (:

GOD LOVES!
LOVE ;;;
# MARTHA ]]*


Friday, February 23, 2007 10:06 pm
23022007


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AND YES,
I LIVE WITH SADIST.
I NVR WANNA LEAD SUCH A LIFE.
BUT WHAT CAN I DO?
THIS IS FATE.
ITS WHAT I HAVE TO LIVE WITH.
I DUNNO WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM.
AND WHY THE NEED TO DO ALL THESE STUFF.
THIS IS DISGUSTINGLY SADISTIC.
I MEAN IT!
TELL ME ABOUT IT.

THANKS FOR ACTING LYK YOU CARE!
YOU KNOW WHAT,
I DUN FARKING GIF SHIT ABT WHAT YOU THINK AND FARKING SAY ABT IT.
ITS MY LIFE AND THE WAY I WANNA LIVE IT.
WADS YOUR FARKING PROBLEM?

TODAY ISNT A VERY GOOD DAY FOR ME AFT ALL.
I WAS CON FARKING 26 BUCKS.
THANKS ARHS.
FARK YOU BYTCH.
DAMN YOU LUHS!
NVRMIND.
I REST MY CASE.
WADEVA IT IS.
TODAY HASNT BEEN A VERY GOOD DAY.

FARK ALL I'VE SAID.
FARK ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED.
FARK EVERYTHING.

PURPLE//RAINBOW.
ITS ALL ABOUT YOU.
I LOVE MY SWEETHEART.
I LOVE MY DEARIE.
I LOVE HIM*
I DUN LOVE YOU!
BLEAHS!

SAY YOU'LL LOVE ME TILL THE END OF TYME! <3
ILOVEYOUBABY! <33

GOD LOVES! <3
LOVE ;;;
# MARTHA ]]*


Monday, February 19, 2007 2:58 pm
19february2007


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HELLO :D


HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D


Saturday, February 17, 2007 1:53 pm
(:


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HE WHO WILL ALWAES LOVE ME! <3


Friday, February 16, 2007 7:16 pm
16february2007


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HELLO :D
ITS BEEN A LONG TYME SINCE I LAST BLOGGED.
HAHAS.
REBECCA WROTE TO ME! (:
I'M SO HAPPY! (:
WE SMSED AND WE TALKED TO EACH OTHER ON THE PHONE. (:
I MISS REBECCA SO MUCH! ):
HAIISH,
BUT NTH MUCH CAN BE DONE.
STUDY HARD REBECCA!
LOVE YOU LOADS! (:
I'M SO HAPPY WITH THE PRESENTS I'VE RECEIVED! (:
BE IT MY BIRTHDAY AND VALENTINE'S DAY. (:

BIRTHDAY PRESENTS ;
-DESIREE`SHOE BAG
-FELICIA`NAIL POLISH AND ACCESSORIES
-FAMILY`RONALDO'S SHIRT
-PARENTS AND AUNTY`MANCHESTER UNITED JACKET
-PARENTS`SPIKE SHOES
-AUNTY`SPORTS SHOES
-AUNTY`NECKLACE
-CIEN`A JAR OF STARS
-FAREEN`CUTE STUFF
-XUETING`PIGGY
-YINXIU`I FORGOT =X
-ANDY`GUIGUI
-REBECCA`PORTUGAL JACKET
-MR THAM`MANGO WALLET
-KAYYOKE AND AMANDA`CUTE PILLOW
-GREETINGS`LOON EE*JENNIFER*SHIKIN*MEILING*NARIMAH*MANY MANY MORE.
#IT INCLUDES THE ONES AT FRIENDSTER! =X

VALENTINE PRESENTS;
-CIEN`COOKIES
-XUETING`BOTTLE OF STARS
-FELICIA`FRIENDSHIP BAND
-JOHNNY`ROSES
-JENNIFER`CHOCOLATE
-ANDY`NECKLACE*ROSE*CARE BEAR
-SHIKIN`CAKE
-GREETINGS`REBECCA*ATIKAH*NARIMAH*MANY MANY MORE!

THATS ALL I THINK.
IF THERE'S SOME MORE AND I FORGOT TO WRITE,
I'M SORRY.
BUT..
YOU ARE NOT FORGOTTEN! (:
I PROMISE!
HMM..
LIFE HASNT BEEN GOING THE WAY IT SHLD.
BUT WELL,
IT DOESNT MATTER ANYWAY.
OR DOES IT?
I DUN CARE.

WHEE`
I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO DO TRIGO! (:
WHEE`
HAHAS.
FINALLY,
I UNDERSTOOD HOW TO DO IT! (:
YAYS!
I'M GLAD I FINALY KNOW.

TOMORROW IS NEW YEAR EVE. (:
WHEE`
I WANT MORE ANG BAOS =X
HAHAS!
I'M GLAD.
MONEY!
I WANNA BUY MANY THINGS. (:

OKAYY LUHS..
DATS ALL LUHS!
NTH ELSE TO SAY.

I WILL SURVIVE.
I WILL LIVE ON!
I MISS REBECCA!
I LOVE REBECCA!
COME BCK SOON!

GOD LOVES! <3
LOVE ;;;
# MARTHA ]]*

-I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN-


Sunday, February 04, 2007 6:15 pm
04022007


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARTHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I AM FINALLY 16.
HAPPY SWEET 16 TO ME!

THANK YOU DESIREE!
THANK YOU FELICIA!
THANK YOU EVERYONE!
THANK YOU FOR THE PARTY!
THANK YOU FOR THE CELEBRATION!

GOD LOVES!
LOVE ;;;
# MARTHA ]]*


Friday, February 02, 2007 9:33 pm
02022007


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HOW MUCH DO I MEAN TO YOU?
TILL NOW, I STILL LOVE YOU.

HELLO :D
SO MUCH HAPPENED TODAY.
I AM SICK.
WENT TO SCH EVEN WHN I GT FLU.
SCH WAS OKAYY..
AS BORING AS EVER. =X
THEN I RAN TO CLEMENTI WOODS WITH THE JUNIORS.
WAS DARN SAD LUHS.
SO DISAPPOINTING.
I MAY NT BE A GOOD VICE CAPTAIN,
BUT I'M TRYING.
AT LEAST I'M TRYING.
I AINT ANYTHING PERFECT AT ALL.
I'M LYK ANYONE.
A NORMAL HUMAN BEING.
I CRIED.
I PLAN TO LET GO OF THE POSITION.
BUT I DUN WANNA DISAPPOINT MR THAM.
LET'S SEE HW THINGS GO BAHS.
AND THN I'LL MAKE MY FINAL DECISION.
THIS YEAR IS AN IMPORTANT YEAR FOR ME.
I WILL DIE WITH MATHS.
I'M AFRAID I'LL FAIL MATHS. ):
FLU IS KILLING ME.
COUGH, THROAT PAIN, RUNNING NOSE THN BLOCK NOSE.
SWAY ARHS.
I'M TIRED AND I WANNA SLEEP SOON.
PROBABLY AFT I BLOG.
YOU KNOW WHAT..
IN A WAY,
I GT TO KNOW HER BETTER.
DUNNO LUHS.
DUN CARE.
I WANNA HAVE A GOODNIGHT SLEEP.
AND I HOPE I CAN.
I'M WAKING UP SO EARLY THIS WEEK.

I WANTED DESPRATELY TO TRAIN,
BUT MR THAM WOULDNT LET ME.
ITS ALRIGHT.
I'LL TRAIN TMR! (:

I CAN GIVE UP ON EVERYTHING EXCEPT TRACK AND FIELD!

GUESS WHAT.
I HAVE CIP TMR. ):
BUT..
CIEN AND XUETING IS CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME. (:
I AM SO HONOURED. <3
HEHES.
TRIPLETS. <3
-I WANT LOADS OF BRITHDAY PRESENTS THIS YEAR-

FLU.
HATE IT.
I'M GONNA SLEEP.
GOODNIGHT!

GOD LOVES! <3
LOVE ;;;
# MARTHA ]]*


2 MORE DAYS! <33
I MISS REBECCA ALOT!

i want you bck by my side. iloveyou and wish that you'll alwaes be there for me lyk before. please love me lyk nvr before. treasure my love for you. i really love you. but i dunno hw to express it because i was the one who gave up on you. won't you tell me you love me and will treasure me more than before? would you lie or make me heartbroken again? my love for you will alwaes stay in my heart. simply because, you are the only one that has touched my heart that way. and only you can make that difference in my life by giving me that love again. iloveyou boy. i really do. wun you love me lyk nvr before? dun give up on me ever again! i want you bck by my side.
corny, iloveyou! i can give up on anything but you. you are forever my love. love me till the end of tyme and till death do us apart. CORNY! <33


Thursday, February 01, 2007 8:18 pm
01022007


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HELLOS :D

I AM TIRED.
I WAS SUPOSE TO TRAIN TODAY.
BUT I WASNT IN A GOOD MOOD.
THEY KNEW,
BUT I DENIED.
AND ON TOP OF THAT.
I'M BLOODY HAVING FLU.
KILL ME PLEASE.
MY EYES HURTS.
I'M GONNA SLEEP SOON.
SNOOPY CAME OVR. (:
WHEE`
HAHAS.
I LOVE SNOOPY! <3
I LOVE MARCUS! <3
I LOVE THEM BOTH LUHS. =X

TODAY,
TANGLIN C DIVISION SOCCER BOYS PLAYED AGAINST REGENT.
TANGLIN LOST TO REGENT. ):
ITS SAD,
BUT NVRMIND LUHS.
LOSING IS PART AND PARCLE OF LIFE.
I AM TIRED.
I MEAN IT.
AND THE THOUGHT OF HAVING TO TRAIN THE SEC ONES TMR,
MY GOSH!
TURN ME OFF.
HAIISH.
I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY OR DO.
I SIMPLY HATE THEM.
SOMEHOW.
WADEVA LUHS!
AHHHH!
I'LL NVR GIVE UP ON TRACK AND FIELD!
I PROMISE!
HMWRK IS KILLING ME PLEASE!
A MATHS IS SOOO DIFFICULT.
CIP ON LYK SATURDAY.
03022007.
ONE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.
FLU.
I WANNA SLEEP NOW.

I DUNNO LUHS.
I'M TIRED.
KNOW WHAT?
MANCHESTER UNITED WON WATFORD TODAY MORNING! (:
MANCHESTER UNITED 4.
WATFORD 0.
RONALDO, LARSSON AND ROONEY CONTRIBUTED TO THE AWESOME GOALS.
AND,
THANK DOYLEY FOR SCORING AN OWN GOAL. (:

OKAYY LUHS,
I WANNA SLEEP LERHS.
GOODNIGHT!

GOD LOVES! <3
LOVE;;;
# MARTHA ]]*

3 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.
WILL YOU GIMME A SURPRISE ON MY BIRTHDAY?




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